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Chapters (34)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. DEDICATION
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  34. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

I slip off a glove and run my fingers over the feather in my pocket, but there’s no sizzle. My fingers might as well be sausages.

What if Mum isn’t here? What if I misunderstood the sizzle I felt back at Meredith’s table? And, worst of all, what if Meredith’s awful suggestion is true, and Mum actually meant to leave me and Dad behind?

I trudge on, a heavy, leaden feeling in my chest. When the snow starts filling my boots, I realise that at least I can do something about that.

I flick through the dictionary. ‘Swyn, todda’r eira ’na! I say, pointing at the road in front of me. Meltthat snow! There’s a rushing sensation through my body, and the snow disappears. Why didn’t I think of this before? Why didn’t I do it when we were driving?

I lay a hand on the earth at the side of the road and receive a pulse of energy, stronger than anything I’ve ever felt. Then I’m struck by a terrible thought. What if I have just broken a law? No, surely not. I haven’t stopped the snow falling. I’ve simply … changed its form.

After more than an hour’s walking, I catch a whiff of woodsmoke and come upon a sign: Llanwydir. I’m here. But still no sizzle.

Buildings line the left side of the road, their doors opening straight onto the footpath. All the windows are dark. No-one in Llanwydir is awake at two in the morning, it seems. On the right is a low stone fence and, down a steep bank, a gurgling river.

A dozen parked cars look like huge animals curled under white blankets, and it’s completely quiet except for a snuffle on the road behind me. I turn and spot a low shadow and bushy tail.

‘Hello,’ I say. The fox nods back. Its ears are larger than I imagined, and so pointy. It heads off down the road, then looks back at me. Come, I hear in my mind. The fox leads me down a lane to a line of houses, all squashed together, their roofs topped with a thick layer with snow. There’s a bright light in one window.

‘This one?’ I say. I take a deep breath. Courage. The fox watches me as I walk up the snowy path and knock.

I am about to knock again when the door opens a crack. A woman’s kind face peers out. ‘Oh, my goodness, you must be frozen,’ she says and flings the door open. ‘Come in, come in.’

‘Thank you,’ I say, stepping into the warm, narrow hallway. ‘I’ve been in a car accident and my friend is hurt and still in the car.’

‘Oh dear,’ she says. ‘And where is that?’

‘Out of town that way.’ I point. ‘I’m also hoping you can help me find Carys. She’s a midwife.’