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Chapters (34)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. DEDICATION
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  34. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Dad goes on, ‘And if you try to interfere with the running of the circus in any way, you will have to leave. People remember what you did last time.’

‘If you don’t want me here, David,’ says Sylvie briskly, ‘just say the word and I’ll go. There’s nothing in this for me.’

‘I’m not so sure of that,’ says Dad.

There’s a sudden burst of freezing air, and goosebumps spring from my arms and legs. Dad fumbles with the air-conditioner. ‘What have you done, Sylvie?’ he demands.

‘I haven’t done anything,’ Sylvie retorts. ‘It’s just a …’ She flaps a hand about and mutters a quick spell. ‘It’s nothing to worry about.’ She turns to look at me just as the freezing air disappears. ‘You’re awake,’ she says, eyes narrowed.

Lingering in the air is the same grassy scent I noticed after Mum disappeared. There’s definitely some kind of big magic afoot.

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As Dad pulls in beside our caravan, music blares from the brightly lit big top. It’s ‘Bolero’, which means Louie and the other poodles are galloping in a circle around Zanni and jumping through hoops, their purple, sequined jackets glinting in the lights.

When I open the Land Rover door, there are cheers and loud applause from the big top, and I’m hit by a great gust of longing to be in there with my mother.

In our caravan, I find Sylvie shaking her head. ‘Oh goddess,’ she says. ‘It’s even pokier than I remember …’

She calls to Dad as if he’s her servant. ‘I’ll have the blue suitcase, David. That’s all I need for now.’ She drags open a couple of drawers and rummages through them. They’re not your drawers anymore, I want to say.

As Dad heaves her suitcase through the door, she turns to me. ‘Don’t you ever wish you had more money, Tulsi? A bigger and better van?’ She eyes me up and down. ‘Nicer clothes? I bet those came from the op shop.’

I’m about to tell her that I love wearing secondhand clothes because they’re pre-softened, when she claps her hands. ‘We’ll start straight away on your training. I want to see what you can do.’

Yes! I think. At last! Magic!

Dad squeezes past us. ‘I’ll move our bedding so you can sleep in here, Sylvie,’ he says, and rolls up my mattress and sheets like a giant burrito. ‘Start the training tomorrow,’ he adds. ‘Tulsi needs a good night’s sleep. And by the way, we like our van and our clothes perfectly well.’

‘I slept in the car, Dad,’ I say. ‘I’m fully awake.’

Sylvie lifts her chin and narrows her eyes at him. ‘We start tonight, David. And actually, it’s my van.’