Chapters (27)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Part I: The Empty Spaces
- Home Again
- 1. One Door Opens, Another Is Blown Off Its Hinges
- 2. Gravity Happens to the Best of Us
- 3. Dead Woman’s Daughter
- Part II: Into the Halls of the Dead
- 4. What We Bury Is Not Lost, Only Set Aside
- 5. Places of the Living, Places of the Dead
- 6. We Pay What We Pay; The World Goes On
- Part III: Bake Me A Mountain, Frost Me A Sky
- 7. Prisoners of Someone Else’s War
- 8. The Tallest Tower
- 9. Dancing with the Queen of Cakes
- 10. The Candy Corn Farm
- Part IV: This Is Where We Change the World
- 11. Sugar and Spice and Paying the Price
- 12. The Baker’s Story
- Part V: What Came After
- 13. Time to Go
- 14. The Drowned Girl
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So it was all across the school, each of the students preparing for the change of seasons in whatever way seemed the most appropriate, the most comforting, the most likely to get them through the winter. Girls who had gone to worlds defined by summer locked themselves in their rooms and wept, staring at the specter of another six months trapped in this homeland that had somehow, between one moment and the next, become a prison; others, whose worlds were places of eternal snow, of warm furs and hot fires and sweet mulled wine, rejoiced, seeing their own opportunity to find the way back opening like a flower in front of them.
Eleanor West herself, a spry ninety-seven-year-old who could pass for someone in her late sixties, and often did when she had to interact with people from outside the school, walked the halls with a carpenter’s eye, watching the walls for signs of sagging, watching the ceilings for signs of rot. It was necessary to have contractors in every few years to keep things solid. She hated the disruption. The children disliked pretending to be ordinary delinquents, sent away by their parents for starting fires or breaking windows, when really they had been sent away for slaying dragons and refusing to say that they hadn’t. The lies seemed petty and small, and she couldn’t blame them for feeling that way, although she rather thought they would change their tune if she deferred the maintenance and someone got drywall dropped on their head.
Balancing the needs of her students with the needs of the school itself was tiresome, and she yearned for the return to Nonsense and the carelessness she knew waited somewhere up ahead of her, in the golden country of the future. Like the children she called to her care, Eleanor West had been trying to go home for as long as she could remember. Unlike most of them, her struggle had been measured in decades, not months … and unlike most of them, she had watched dozens of travelers find their way back home while she was left standing in place, unable to follow, unable to do anything but weep.