Chapters (12)
"You're so gentle," Aurora told him. "Let's get rough."
"You don't—" He had to stifle a surprized laugh. "I mean, what?"
"Don't look so startled." She come-hithered a smile. "Haven't you ever smacked a woman before?"
Those were hints, he realised. She was complaining. And Achilles Desjardins, pattern-matcher extraordinaire, master of signal-from-noise, had missed it completely.
"I kind of minored in asphyx," she suggested now. "And I don't see that belt of yours getting any kind of work-out…"
It was everything he'd ever dreamed of, and hated himself for. It was his most shameful fantasy come to life. It was perfect. Oh, you glorious bitch. You are just asking for it, aren't you? And I'm just the one to give it to you.
Except he wasn't. Suddenly, Achilles Desjardins was as soft as a dollar.
"You serious?" he asked, hoping she wouldn't notice, knowing she already had. "I mean—you want me to hurt you?"
"Achilles the hero." She cocked her head mischieviously. "Don't get out much, do you?"
"I do okay," he said, defensive despite himself. "But—"
"It's just a scene, kiddo. Nothing radical. I'm not asking you to kill me or anything."
Too bad. But his own unspoken bravado didn't fool him for an instant. Achilles Desjardins, closet sadist, was suddenly scared to death.
"You mean acting," he said. "Silk cords, safe words, that kinda thing."
She shook her head. "I mean," she said patiently, "I want to bleed. I want to hurt. I want you to hurt me, lover."
What's wrong with me? he wondered. She's just what I've always wanted. I can't believe my luck.
And an instant later: If it is luck...
He was, after all, on the cusp of his life. Background checks were in progress. Risk assessments were underway. Just below the surface, the system was deciding whether Achilles Desjardins could be trusted to daily decide the fate of millions. Surely they already knew his secret—the mechanics had looked inside his head, they'd have noticed any missing or damaged wiring. Maybe this was a test, to see if he could control his impulses. Maybe Guilt Trip wasn't quite the failsafe they'd told him it was, maybe enough wonky neurons screwed it up, maybe his baseline depravity was a potential loophole of some kind. Or maybe it was a lot simpler. Maybe they just couldn't afford to risk investing too much PR in a hero who couldn't control inclinations that some of the public might still find—unpleasant…
Aurora curled her lip and bared her neck. "Come on, kid. Do me."