Chapters (12)
"Someone needs to take charge here," he insists as the airlock floods. "You're the obvious choice. No one will give you any trouble now that Grace has been sidelined."
Clarke feels a chill in her gut. "Is that what that was? She'd served her purpose and you wanted me back in play so you just—broke her in half?"
"I'd wager it's no worse than what you had in mind for her."
I'm going to fucking kill you, Grace. I'm going to gut you like a fish.
"I'm going." she says. The hatch drops away beneath them.
"Do you honestly think you can force me to take you?" He brakes, turns, kicks out from under the light.
She follows. "Do you think you can afford to do this without any backup at all?"
"More than I can afford an untrained sidekick who's signed up for all the wrong reasons."
"You don't know shit about my reasons."
"You'll hold me back," Lubin buzzes. "I stand much better odds if I don't have to keep watching out for you. If you get in trouble—"
"Then you'll ditch me," she says. "In a second. I know what your battlefield priorities are. Shit, Ken, I know you."
"Recent events would suggest otherwise."
She stares at him, adamant. He scissors rhythmically on into darkness.
Where's he going? she wonders. There's nothing on this bearing...
"You can't deny that you're not equipped for this kind of op," he points out. "You don't have the training."
"Which must make it pretty embarrassing for you, given that I got all the way across N'Am before you and your army and all your ballyhooed training could even catch up with me." She smiles under her mask, not kindly; he can't see it but maybe he can tune in the sentiment. "I beat you, Ken. Maybe I wasn't nearly as smart, or as well-trained, and maybe I didn't have all of N'Am's muscle backing me up, but I stayed ahead of you for months and you know it."
"You had quite a lot of help," he points out.
"Maybe I still do."
His rhythm falters. Perhaps he hasn't thought of that.
She takes the opening. "Think about it, Ken. All those virtual viruses getting together, muddying my tracks, running interference, turning me into a fucking myth…"
"Anemone wasn't working for you," he buzzes. "It was using you. You were just—"
"A tool. A meme in a plan for Global Apocalypse. Give me a break, Ken, it's not like I could forget that shit even if I tried. But so what? I was still the vector. It was looking out for me. It liked me enough to keep you lot off my back, anyway. Who's to say it isn't still out there? Where else do those software demons come from? You think it's a coincidence they name themselves after me?"
Barely discernible, his silhouette extends an arm. Click trains spray the water. He starts off again, his bearing slightly altered.