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  1. Cover
  2. THE SHARING KNIFE
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  23. About the Author
  24. ALSO BY LOIS MCMASTER BUJOLD
  25. Credits
  26. About the Publisher

“You’ll do,” she said. “It’s clear you were ripped up unnatural, which accounts for the suddenness of the bleeding, but you’re healing about as quick as could be expected for someone so depleted, and your womb’s not hot. Fever’s a commoner killer in these things than bleeding, though less showy. You’ll have some blight-scarring in there, I guess, slow to heal like the ones on your neck, but not enough to stop you having other children, so you be more careful in future, Miss Bluefield.”

“Oh.” Fawn, looking back through clouds of regret, had not even thought ahead to her future fertility. “Does that happen to some women, after a miscarriage?”

“Sometimes. Or after a bad birth. Delicate parts in there. It amazes me the process works at all, when I think about all the things I’ve seen can go wrong.”

Fawn nodded, then reached to put away Dag’s blue-hilted knife, still lying on her bedroll atop her spare clothes.

“So,” said Mari in a carefully bland tone, “who’s the other half owner ’sides you of that knife’s priming? Some farm lout?”

Fawn’s jaw set. “Just me. The lout made it very clear he was giving it all to me. Which was why I was out on the road in the first place.”

“Farmers. I’ll never understand ’em.”

“There are no Lakewalker louts?”

“Well…’’ Mari’s long, embarrassed drawl conceded the point.

Fawn reread the faded brown lettering on the bone blade. “Dag meant to drive this into his own heart someday. Didn’t he.” This Kauneo had intended that he should.

“Aye.”

Now he couldn’t. That was something, at least. “You have one, too.”

“Someone has to prime. Not everyone, but enough. Patrollers understand the need better.”

“Was Kauneo a patroller?”

“Didn’t Dag say?”

“He said she was a woman who’d died twenty years ago up northwest someplace.”

“That’s a bit close-mouthed even for him.” Mari sighed. “It’s not my place to tell his tales, but if you are to have the holding of that knife, farmer girl, you’d better understand what it is and where it comes from.”

“Yes,” said Fawn firmly, “please. I’m so tired of making stupid mistakes.”

Mari twitched a—provisionally—approving eyebrow at this. “Very well. I’ll give you what Dag would call the short tale.” Her long inhalation suggested it wasn’t going to be as short as all that, and Fawn sat cross-legged again, intent.

“Kauneo was Dag’s wife.”

A tremor of shock ran through Fawn. Shock, but not surprise, she realized. “I see.”

“She died at Wolf Ridge.”

“He hadn’t mentioned any Wolf Ridge to me. He just called it a bad malice war.” Though there could be no such thing as a good malice war, Fawn suspected.