Logen frowned. He wasn't sure he liked the way this conversation was going. Hearing about Bayaz' mistakes was one thing, but he wasn't that keen to delve into his own. The dead knew, he'd made some bad ones. Still, they were all looking now. He had to say something. 'I lost it in a battle. Outside a place called Carleon. I was young back then, and full of fire myself. It was my stupid fashion to go charging into the thick of the fighting. That time, when I came out, the finger was gone.'

'Heat of the moment, eh?' asked Bayaz.

'Something like that.' He frowned and rubbed gently at the stump. 'Strange thing. For a long time after it was gone, I could still feel it, itching, right in the tip. Drove me mad. How can you scratch a finger that's not there?'

'Did it hurt?' asked Luthar.

'Like a bastard, to begin with, but not half as much as some others I've had.'

'Like what?'

That needed some thinking about. Logen scratched at his face and turned over all the hours, and days, and weeks he'd spent injured, and bloody, and screaming. Limping around or trying to cut his meat with his hands all bandaged up. 'I got a good sword cut across my face one time,' he said, feeling the notch Tul Duru had made in his ear, 'bled like anything. Nearly got my eye poked out with an arrow,' rubbing at the crescent scar under his brow. 'Took hours to dig out all the splinters. Then I had a bloody great rock dropped on me at the siege of Uffrith. First day, as well.' He rubbed the back of his head and felt the lumpy ridges, under his hair. 'Broke my skull, and my shoulder too.'

'Nasty,' said Bayaz.

'My own fault. That's what you get when you try and tear a city wall down with your bare hands.' Luthar stared at him, and he shrugged. 'Didn't work. Like I said, I was hot-headed in my youth.'

'I'm only surprised you didn't try and chew through it.'