“What about you?” Darby asked, combing through her hair with her fingers. Her brown eyes reminded me of Tyler’s: warm with gold tones and a lot of hurt behind them. “I’m guessing you’re a reporter from your card.”

“Photographer. I’m following the Alpines around.”

“Oh. I’ve met Taylor Maddox and Zeke Lund. They’re sweethearts. They’ve been hanging out with Trex.”

“They have?” I asked, confused.

“Yeah. Been up in his room almost every night since they got here.”

“How long has Trex been here?”

Darby shrugged, glancing behind her to check that no one was at the desk. “Two weeks. He got here before the fire started.”

My eyebrows pulled together. “That’s kind of weird.”

She smiled. “Maybe it’s not the fire secret service. Maybe it’s fire secret psychic.”

A family of four breezed in through the automatic doors, approaching the desk. Darby hopped up and returned to her station, greeting them with her red-rimmed smile.

The conference door opened, hemorrhaging hotshots and TAC team officials. I saw more than just my crew in there, and I wondered how many had been called to the Colorado Springs fire.

Tyler and Runt stood next to me, looking like father and son instead of crewmates. Runt was two heads shorter than Tyler, but just as strong. Like the other guys, Runt had leaned out over fire season, but even though he was the newest and smallest, he was usually the last one in the truck at the end of the day.

“What’s the verdict?” I asked.

Tyler crossed his arms, scanning the crowd forming in the lobby. “It’s deep. We’re going to ride in as far as we can, and then take a helo to the fire site. Alpine has the eastern edge.”

“Should I get my gear?” I asked.

Tyler cringed. “No.”

“What do you mean no? When are we headed out?”

“We’re not.”

I shook my head. “I don’t understand.”

“You’re not cleared to go. It’s a fast-moving fire. They’ve already had some close calls. The winds are changing by the hour, and it’s just not safe, Ellie.”

“It’s never safe,” I hissed.

“The only safe zone is the black.”

“Then I’ll shoot the black.”

“I won’t be in the black. They need me on the fire line.”

I turned my back to him, fuming. The decision wasn’t his, but knowing that didn’t help. “Did you at least stick up for me?”

“He vouched for you, Ellie,” Runt said. “We all did.”

“I could probably get my red card by now. This is some sexist bullshit,” I growled.

Tyler sighed. “There are half a dozen women out there right now. It’s not sexism; it’s a safety issue. No civilians on the mountain. They’ll reconsider when it’s closer to being controlled.”