Slowly, I raised my head, opened my one good eye, and peered intently into my surroundings.
The darkness was like a solid thing.
I waited for my pupil to dilate. It didn’t.
Gingerly, I rol ed to my knees and stood, groping the darkness, crouching, hands extended. Blindman’s buff and I was it.
Two steps and my palms hit vertical cement. I crab-walked sideways. Three steps to a corner. Turning ninety degrees, I fol owed the perpendicular wal , right hand in front of me, left hand Brail ing the concrete.
Oh, dear God. How smal was my prison? How smal ? I felt perspiration form on my face, my neck.
Four steps and my left toe jammed a solid object. I pitched forward. Both my hands shot out and downward into darkness, then slammed something rough and hard as my shin cracked against an edge of something on the floor.
I cried out from the pain and trembled from fear.
Again the tremors in my mouth, the bitter taste.
I had tripped over what felt like a stone slab. I was stretched across it, my hands and arms on the floor beyond, my feet back where they had made contact with the near edge.
I melted to the cement. A tear broke from my good eye and coursed down my cheek. Another oozed from the corner of my swol en eye, burning raw flesh as it slid across.
Cooling sweat. Burning tears. Racing heart.
More images, faster now.
A bul dog man with thick black hair.
Metal ic lenses. A fun house reflection of my startled face.
A ricochet flashback. Forty-eight hours. An exchange between Slidel and a feisty deb.
“Whatdidyou see?”
“Myself!”
Dolores was referring to mirrored lenses!
Sweet Jesus! My attacker was the man who had visited Cagle!
Cagle, who’d spent the last week in a coma.
Think!
My cheek was on fire. My shin throbbed. Blood pounded in my swol en eye.
Think!
Kaleidoscope images.
A jogger in headphones. Mrs. Cobb. The cuckoo. The photos.
I caught my breath.
The matches!
I jammed my fingers into a back jeans pocket.
Empty.
I tried the other, broke a nail in my frenzy.
Both front pockets.
One tissue, a nickel, a penny.
But I put the matches there. I know I did. Mrs. Cobb asked me to. Maybe I wasn’t remembering correctly. Think through the sequence more slowly.
I had a sensation of wal s compressing around me. How tiny was the space in which I was trapped? Oh God! The claustrophobia goosed the fear and pain.
My hands trembled as I kept thrusting them from pocket to pocket.
The matches had to be there.
Please!
I tried the smal square at the top of the right front pocket. My fingers closed around an oblong object, thick at one end, rough at the other.
A matchbook!
But how many?
I flipped the lid and felt with my finger and thumb.
Six.
Make them count!