Chapters (39)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- PROLOGUE
- ONE
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- THREE
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- FIVE
- SIX
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- EIGHT
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- TEN
- ELEVEN
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- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
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- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
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- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
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- THIRTY-TWO
- TOR BOOKS BY JACQUELINE CAREY
- PRAISE FOR JACQUELINE CAREY
- GODSLAYER
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“Yes.” Tanaros took a deep breath, the desert’s heat searing his lungs. “They’re very beautiful. She is very beautiful. Do you want to know how much?” He remembered Cerelinde in her chamber, the night he had bade her farewell, and how she had shone like a candle-flame, pale hair shining like a river against her jeweled robes as she turned away from him. Go then, and kill, Tanaros Blacksword! It is what you do. “So much that it hurts,” he said harshly. “So much it makes you pity Arahila for the poor job she made of Shaping us. We’re rough-hewn clay, Speros, a poor second next to her Elder Brother’s creation. So much it makes you despise Arahila for trying and falling so short, yet giving us the wit to know it. Is that what you wanted to hear?”
Speros glanced wryly at him. “Not exactly, my lord.”
“Well.” Despite himself, Tanaros smiled. The unfamiliar movement made the skin of his dry lips split. “You’ve seen Ushahin Dreamspinner.”
“No.” Speros shook his head. “I’ve only heard tales.”
“Ah.” Tanaros licked his split lip, tasting blood. “Well, he is a paltry, cracked mirror through which to behold the beauty of the Ellylon, but I imagine you’ll see him in time. And if the Dreamspinner isn’t Ellyl enough for you, unless I am much mistaken, you’ll encounter Ellylon aplenty on the battlefield, and be sorry you did, for they’re doughty fighters beneath their pretty hides.”
“Aye, Lord General.” For a few moments, the Midlander was silent. “I would like to see the Lady, though,” he mused. “Just to see her.”
Tanaros made no reply.
Speros glanced at him again. “Will Lord Satoris kill her, do you think?”
“No.” The word leapt too quickly from his cracked lips. Tanaros halted, rubbing his hands over his face. It felt gritty with sand and grime. His head ached from the effort of walking, from Speros’ questions, from too little food, and too much light. Once, in Beshtanag, he had welcomed the sight of it. Now he yearned for the dim, soothing light of Darkhaven, for the familiarity of its gleaming black walls and corridors. After the endless sunlight of the Unknown Desert, he wouldn’t be sorry if he never left the cloud-shrouded Vale of Gorgantum for another mortal lifespan. “Speros, save your breath. We’ve a long way to go yet today.”
“Aye, Lord General.”
This time the Midlander was properly subdued, and his silence lasted what Tanaros gauged to be the better part of a league. He set as brisk a pace as he dared, rendering further speech impossible. He wished he could outpace his own thoughts. There were too many words etched into his memory, chasing themselves around and around in his mind. Cerelinde’s voice, his Lordship’s, Ngurra’s … and now Speros’, his voice with its broad Midlands accent, asking a question in innocent curiosity.