Chapters (45)
- Copyright
- Playlist
- Dedication
- Synopsis
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Epilogue
- Note From the Author
- More From The Author
- Ways to Stay Connected
- Acknowledegments
- About the Author
Ransom and the boys don’t leave, but take turns showering and then slip into extra clothes they find in the trunk of Arsen’s car. We didn’t end up ordering in because I learned something new today.
Beretta cooks. He said his mom taught him, so he slipped into our ridiculous kitchen built for a damn Master Chef when no one in my family cooks beyond the basics, and even then, it’s only Monti or myself making a quick batch of eggs or something if we’re bored and Gennie hasn’t made her stop yet. My mom hasn’t so much as poured her own cup of coffee since, well, ever, as far as I know.
After we ate, we headed to my room, the boys started playing video games while I caught up on some classwork. We’ve been relaxing, watching random TV for the last hour or so, and I can’t stop glancing toward Beretta.
He sits with his back angled in the curve of the chaise, one leg bent, the other stretched along the velvety material. His left arm is draped along the back of it, the remote sitting loosely in his palm while the fingers on his right hand glide along Arsen’s naked neck, who sits on the carpet just before him, his back pressed against the thing, both absentmindedly watching TV.
“Seem obvious now?” Ransom whispers beside me.
I don’t look away from the two, but nod.
“Yeah,” I say quietly. It does.
The looks, the sound of lips locked in the dark bathroom that day...
“At Beretta’s when they were boxing...”
Ransom chuckles softly. “Oh yeah, they almost went for it.” He grins, and I look up, meeting his eyes. “Arsen gets horny when they box. Every time.”
I laugh silently, lowering my head back down.
We’re lying on my bed, him pushed up on the headboard, while I’m perched on a pillow under his right arm.
They seem so content, calm and... complete, as if they need nothing else in the world, when they don’t have much to begin with.
Or maybe they believe they have everything because they have each other?
It’s such a dangerous ideal, happiness.
“Do they love each other?” I wonder.
“They’re it for each other, if that’s what you mean.”
I nod, maybe that’s what I mean.
Beretta’s hand falls over Arsen’s shoulder, and Arsen lifts his, lacing their fingers together.
“They’ve never been like this in front of me,” I speak softly, a small smile on my face.
“You saw one suck the other’s dick; I’d say they’re comfortable around you.”
I gape, flopping onto my back with a laugh that’s a little louder than I meant for it to be, and the others look our way curiously.
But as they stare, a tenderness slips over them both.