Back Asleep
Chapters (9)
  1. Praise for Asleep
  2. Half Title
  3. Also by Banana Yoshimoto
  4. Title
  5. Copyright
  6. Contents
  7. Night and Night's Travelers
  8. Love Songs
  9. Asleep

Suddenly the ringing of the phone came spiraling into my sleep, and I was jolted back into consciousness. That's him calling, I thought, then sat up in bed and glanced over at the clock. Not even ten minutes had passed since I'd fallen asleep. Somehow I never even noticed when calls came from other people, I just went on sleeping. If things as minor as this came under the heading of ESP, I guess I'd have fairly impressive super-natural powers.

“Terako?” he said when I lifted the receiver.

“Yes, it's me.”

“Perhaps you were sleeping?” he asked, sounding vaguely pleased. I smiled to myself unthinkingly.

“I was just about to get up.”

“I'll bet. So, you want to go for dinner tonight?”

“Yeah, sounds good.”

“Okay. How about seven-thirty, the usual place?”

“All right.”

The room was still filled with light, still steeped in silence when I hung up the phone. All the shadows cast on the floor were dark and clearly outlined; I was in a time cut off from the rest of the world. I kept staring at the shadows for a while, but I didn't feel like doing anything, so in the end I got back into bed. This time I thought about Shiori a little before I slept.

The guy I'd met earlier, Shiori's last boyfriend, had asked me whether she'd died “because of her job.” And though I'd told him I didn't know, it had occurred to me then that in a certain distant sense it was probably true.

Shiori had been completely absorbed in her work, it had possessed her. That's why she'd moved out of my apartment. And I really do believe that in some sense she had found her calling in that job, that it was work only she could do. She'd gotten a part-time job in a bar on an introduction from some friend. Apparently she was noticed by a customer who worked as a scout for an organization that ran this sort of secret club—or perhaps it would be more accurate to say that it specialized in a peculiar form of prostitution. All she had to do was lie beside her customers in bed. I was surprised myself the first time I heard it.

The apartment she used for her work was just downstairs from the one her patron-employer rented for her, and the “work” apartment was where the huge, very sleepable double bed was located. I actually saw the place once. Being there was more like being in a foreign country than in a hotel or something. It had a real bedroom, a place meant for sleeping, the kind of room I'd only seen in movies. Several times a week Shiori lay there alongside her customers until morning.

“What? You mean you don't have sex?” I asked.