Chapters (28)
He reached down to his desk and picked up a small, rather battered-looking red button. It had the letters “rj” printed in lowercase letters across the front. Mr. Dane stared at it. Something twitched, under his left eyelid. He bit his upper lip. He was silent for a long beat. Then he swallowed and looked up at Sasha.
“Do you know what this is?”
“No,” she said, reluctant and pretty certain she ought to have known.
“In the years leading up to the revolution, there were a lot of different activist movements founded and spread by anonymous radicals. They’d organize flash demonstrations and coordinate direct-action campaigns. The pins were one sort of ‘ID badge,’ so when you showed up for a flash demo you could quickly identify your comrades.”
He shook his head ruefully.
“It sounds silly now. All I can say is, at the time, it made sense and it felt meaningful. The anonymous voice I listened to was a guy named Red John. He had these videos about history, politics; he explained the whole world and what was wrong with it in a way that just felt right. I started playing his stuff for my boy, Mikey, when he was thirteen or fourteen. I just wanted him to know what was going on. I thought I was doing the right thing.”
Mr. Dane’s eyes looked watery, and heavy with the ghost of old tears. He seemed to have trouble keeping his voice steady.
“Mikey grew up believing hard. And when the fighting broke out he was young and strong, and so very ready to fight for the world he believed we all deserved.”
Mr. Dane set the pin back on the desk with its cover facing down. His eyes were red. “He died in Denver,” Mr. Dane said, and his voice broke a little, “shot through the head when the National Guard pushed into Westminster.”
Sasha put a hand on Mr. Dane’s shoulder. It was an instinctive move, blessedly honest. She silently thanked God for this moment of connection to the educator she so admired. He smiled back at her. “Thank you. I don’t mean for this to be a lecture. I don’t think those tend to work. Just…” He glanced back at the table, “just be careful about putting your faith in charismatic men and their ideas.”
“I will,” she said.
A minute later, as she left the classroom, a notification pip lit up at the top right corner of her vision. She wink-clicked it and saw a message from Brother Andrew.
“Bus stop 23A. 4:30 PM.”