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Chapters (37)
  1. AFTER SHE LEFT
  2. Author’s note:
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. The Silent Daughter

I don’t know all that much about those tests, but I do know that they can tell you if you carry genes for certain conditions—like the one that makes it 85 percent likely you’ll get breast cancer. And other things too: those scary, degenerative diseases…

I shake my head, reminding myself that there are plenty of other less dramatic conclusions to come to. It’s like Oliver’s favorite saying: when you hear hoofbeats, think horses, not zebras. Abigail might keep a lot of things from us, but she wouldn’t keep that.

But still, the unease doesn’t quite leave me as Sam and I chomp our way through the packet of chocolate chip cookies.

I’m just about to suggest that we start getting ready to leave for our dinner reservation when my phone lights up again, this time with Dinah’s number. That’s odd. I dust cookie crumbs off my fingers and swipe to accept.

“Dinah! Hi.”

“Hey, Gillian.”

Her voice sounds a little off.

“Is something up?”

She hesitates, and I pick up my phone and leave the room. The sound of Sam’s program follows me out the door; I shut it behind me.

“Di?”

She sighs.

“I’m thinking maybe I shouldn’t have called now. I feel kind of stupid. But Gillian, I just thought maybe I should pick up the phone after listening to some stuff Josie said to me earlier.”

I swallow.

“Stuff? What stuff?” I’m assuming she means some kind of argument between Josie and Sam. That seems likely enough, just based on how tetchy he was earlier when I went down to the basement to get him.

“He didn’t do anything bad, Gillian. This isn’t a complaint.” She pauses. “And maybe I’m overstepping here…but I guess from what Josie described, it seemed like Sam was behaving in a somewhat unusual way…And I guess I was just wondering, well, if that was something you had picked up on too?”

“Unusual?” I say. “Like how?”

“Nothing big,” she hurries to say. “And nothing that would matter on its own. But just all together, it sounded a little…well, I guess you might say, compulsive.”

“Compulsive?” I echo.

I can hear the awkwardness in her voice.

“Stuff with the video games, for example. Josie said he had these funny little rituals when he was playing. Buttons he had to hit in some particular order even though it was nothing to do with the game. And she said he was starting to find the game quite upsetting at one point because he didn’t get a chance to complete all the moves correctly. I mean, exactly correctly; in some particular way that he seemed to have decided was necessary.”