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Chapters (37)
  1. AFTER SHE LEFT
  2. Author’s note:
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. The Silent Daughter

I’d noticed that too—how towards the end of lunch she seemed to be flagging, and losing a bit of color.

“I’ll go settle the check,” I say. “And then we can decide.”

Inside, a busy server points me to the bar where I wait to pay. I’m right next to the restroom entrance: over the sound of a tap running, two familiar voices drift out from through the saloon doors.

“You did a good job with her, Gloria,” Lorna’s saying.

Mom scoffs. “Lorna, we’ve been locking horns since before she was thirteen years old. She spent most of her adult life about as far away from me as she could get.”

The tap shuts off.

“You’re here with her, aren’t you? And so is her sister. That’s family.” Lorna pauses. “There’s something feral in us, Gloria—there was in my mother, there is in me, and perhaps it’s the same in Abigail. Maybe she’s always just been staying as near as that side of her will allow.”

There’s what sounds to me like a skeptical pause, and then Mom sighs.

“I thought I’d do it better,” she says. “I thought I’d do it so much better.”

“Gloria,” Lorna says, “don’t mourn your failures.” I can hear the touch of a smile in her voice. “You’ve always had high standards, you know. That’s why I knew Abigail would be raised well, with you and Greg.”

The silence lengthens, and I hear the sound of Mom blowing her nose.

I quietly settle the check and head back outside into the sun.

“They’re taking forever, aren’t they?” Abigail says.

I look at her. “I think they’re making up for lost time.”

Mom and Lorna emerge from the restaurant a while later, Lorna looking much the same but Mom distinctly red-eyed.

“Well,” Lorna says, “I hate to be the party pooper, but I have to admit I’m feeling a little…” She glances at Sam. “A little tired. But Sam, this has been a real treat. You’re going to visit tomorrow morning before you go, right?”

“That’s right,” Abigail says, her voice tight. I can tell she’s already thinking about tomorrow’s goodbye; about how much weight it’s going to carry. “How about Sam and I walk you home?”

“I’d like that,” Lorna says. She looks at Mom and me. “What about you two, will you join us?”

“Certainly.” Mom flushes.

Abigail shoots her a look of annoyance; I hesitate.

“My husband’s just arrived into town. I think I’d better go back to the hotel.”

“Oh, indeed,” Lorna says graciously. “Well—I’m so glad to have met you, Gillian. Perhaps you’ll swing by tomorrow with Abigail and Sam, if you have time.”

I nod.