Chapters (37)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Also by Barbara Delinsky
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“I think it’s just the fact that I’m doing it. He still relates to business, at least, to hear his remarks when he’s going through the Wall Street Journal.”
“So he does read it?”
“Well, he must if he’s able to repeat what he does. He still gets it, Mal. Just not,” she hesitates, “all the time.” Her back stiffens, eyes sharpen. “But I know what you’re thinking, and you’re wrong. This is not cause for dragging him to an Alzheimer’s specialist. He’s seventy-two. Everyone who’s seventy-two forgets things. By the time you reach that age there’s so much junk crammed in the brain that stuff just overflows and is lost. Dad does not have Alzheimer’s disease. I don’t want him labeled that way. So if that’s why you’re here—”
“It’s not, Annie, not.”
“But you’re worried that I’m not taking care of him.”
“No. I’m worried that he’s doing things behind your back.”
“Like buying a gun? I told you Jack was dreaming that up, but okay,” she nods, “I searched the house anyway. I checked his bedroom and the kitchen. I looked inside planters in the conservatory and under cushions in the living room and behind hats and gloves in the hall closet. I looked behind books—I’m telling you, I looked everywhere I could think of where he might have hidden a gun, but there was nothing. Nothing.”
I glance at the hatch. “Not up there?”
“Especially not there.” She seems wounded that I suggested it. “That’s the first place I checked, because he likes going up. I think there’s something about the oldness of what’s there, or maybe the smell of time, and his diaries, he loves reading those. This isn’t the first time he’s brought a few down.” Her voice has risen. “So, yeah, it was the first place I checked. That would be an obvious place to hide a gun, right? But there isn’t one up there. And here’s another thing, Mallory. He’s so forgetful that I honestly think if he stashed a gun somewhere, he’d forget where it is.”
Which returns us to his mental health. “There’s medication for that.”
Her eyes flare. “Not. Alzheimer’s.”
“It’s okay, Annie,” I try to soothe her. “It doesn’t have to be Alzheimer’s, doesn’t have to be dementia at all, it can simply be memory loss, but unless you go to the right doctor, you won’t get the right help.”
“Will you tell him that?” She is indignant now. “Will you convince him that his mind is failing and he needs help? Will you take him there?”
“Yes.”