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Chapters (59)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. A Wartime Secret
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Acknowledgements
  57. Dear Reader …
  58. Keep Reading …
  59. About the Publisher

‘He wasn’t always like this,’ she said. ‘He was a good man until he went off to war.’

‘Do you want to come and stay with me for a bit?’ Gwen asked. ‘Give him a shock? He’ll think you’ve left.’

Maggie shook her head. ‘That’ll only make it—’

‘—worse,’ Mrs Mason finished. The two women exchanged rueful glances. ‘When he comes back,’ the housekeeper continued and then she jumped and cocked her head, listening. ‘Oh, my good God, that’s him!’ She flapped her arms at them, shooing them out like flies. ‘Quick!’ she said, ‘Out the front! He can’t find you here!’

* * *

They walked silently back to Snowden through the village, subdued by what they’d seen. Maggie felt horribly guilty about leaving Mrs Mason with that man. Would she be safe?

‘How do you know all this, Maggie?’ Gwen asked. ‘That if Maureen pretended to leave him, it would only make things worse?’

‘Because,’ Maggie said, ‘my dad’s the same.’

She’d never admitted that to anyone before; that her dad was a bully. It was easier to say it to Gwen, someone she didn’t know very well.

Maybe that explained why her dad was bad-tempered and snappy, why they could never do right for doing wrong, why all of them – Maggie, Violet and Mutti – were scared of him. Perhaps it was because he’d fought in the Great War. Like Mrs Mason’s husband, it had sent him barmy.

They were passing the village green now and The Royal Oak and Maggie glanced over, wondering how often Mrs Mason’s husband drank in there.

‘We carry our own guilt here, you know,’ Gwen said.

Maggie looked at her. ‘What do you mean?’

Gwen waved her hand over the green. ‘Have you ever noticed how there’s no monument to the war dead, from the last one? Most villages have one but Snowden is a “Thankful Village”, which means we lost no men in the Great War. There’s a sign up in the church, if you care to look. It says, “All men who went to fight for King and Country in the Great War, came back again.”’

Maggie didn’t understand. ‘But … but that’s a good thing, isn’t it?’

Gwen wrinkled her nose. ‘In a way. All the men came back, they survived, but that doesn’t mean they were the same. And Snowden was surrounded by villages where men weren’t returning, so there was a mix of shame and guilt here. As though we hadn’t paid the price for peace. A couple in the next village lost all four of their sons.