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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Title page
  3. Dedication page
  4. Cast of Characters
  5. Map
  6. Epigraph page
  7. EXTRACT FROM: The Book of the Fallen
  8. CHAPTER ONE: BLEDA
  9. CHAPTER TWO: DREM
  10. CHAPTER THREE: RIV
  11. CHAPTER FOUR: DREM
  12. CHAPTER FIVE: SIG
  13. CHAPTER SIX: BLEDA
  14. CHAPTER SEVEN: SIG
  15. CHAPTER EIGHT: RIV
  16. CHAPTER NINE: DREM
  17. CHAPTER TEN: RIV
  18. CHAPTER ELEVEN: DREM
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE: SIG
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN: BLEDA
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN: SIG
  22. CHAPTER FIFTEEN: DREM
  23. CHAPTER SIXTEEN: RIV
  24. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: DREM
  25. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN: BLEDA
  26. CHAPTER NINETEEN: SIG
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY: DREM
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE: RIV
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO: DREM
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE: RIV
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR: DREM
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE: SIG
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX: DREM
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN: RIV
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT: SIG
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE: RIV
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY: BLEDA
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE: DREM
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO: RIV
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE: DREM
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR: BLEDA
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE: Drem
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX: RIV
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN: DREM
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT: SIG
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE: RIV
  47. CHAPTER FORTY: DREM
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE: RIV
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO: SIG
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE: RIV
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR: DREM
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE: BLEDA
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX: SIG
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN: RIV
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT: DREM
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE: BLEDA
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY: SIG
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE: RIV
  59. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  60. BY JOHN GWYNNE
  61. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘Her voice was beautiful,’ he eventually said. ‘Like a river to a parched man. At least, it was to me.’ He smiled to himself. ‘She laughed a lot, cried little. She liked a good jest, did your mam. Ach, she would fall off her chair she laughed so hard.’ He shrugged, finally looking at Drem. ‘She loved you fiercely.’

As I love her.

His memories of his mam were vague and half-formed, like figures in the mist.

Long, dark hair, laughing eyes.

Fractured memories flickered through his mind. A song, hummed in his ear, a tight hug. Another face, a woman, tall, blonde, a stick in her hand, bending down to lift him up. A tower on a hill.

Drem had only been a bairn when his mam died, three or four summers old, but he remembered how she made him feel: a warm glow in his chest, edged with the melancholy of loss.

Safe, and loved, that’s how I feel when I think of her.

‘I hate the Kadoshim,’ Drem growled.

Olin just stared into the flames, his eyes glistening with reflected firelight.

‘Why did she have to die? Why did the Kadoshim kill her?’ Drem said, more to himself than to his da, but Olin looked at him.

‘Because this world is a hard and cruel place,’ Olin breathed. ‘That white bear, nothing else you have ever faced matches the malice that the Kadoshim bear towards us, towards mankind. They are wickedness made flesh.’

Drem thought about that awhile; the silence grew between them.

Kadoshim and Ben-Elim, ancient enemies waging their eternal war against each other.

An ember crackled and popped on the fire.

‘If it was the Kadoshim that murdered my mam,’ he eventually said, ‘why is it that you hate the Ben-Elim so much, when they hunt the Kadoshim?’

‘Aye, I suppose it would not make sense to you.’ He scowled into the darkness. ‘I do not like to talk of these things, have tried for years now to leave them behind, to carve a life for us free of their stain and influence. Talking about it only digs up the hurt that I’ve spent a long time burying.’ Olin sighed. ‘But, always the questions.’ He drew in a deep breath. ‘So. An answer for you, and then maybe you’ll give me some peace. The Ben-Elim do hunt the Kadoshim, are their ancient enemies. But it was the Ben-Elim who plotted and schemed for the Kadoshim to enter these Banished Lands in the first place. The Ben-Elim used the Kadoshim to open a portal between the Otherworld and the world of flesh, and then the Ben-Elim followed them through, their spirit-bodies becoming flesh in the process, just like the Kadoshim.’

Drem frowned at that. ‘Why? Why did the Ben-Elim do that?’