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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Title page
  3. Dedication page
  4. Cast of Characters
  5. Map
  6. Epigraph page
  7. EXTRACT FROM: The Book of the Fallen
  8. CHAPTER ONE: BLEDA
  9. CHAPTER TWO: DREM
  10. CHAPTER THREE: RIV
  11. CHAPTER FOUR: DREM
  12. CHAPTER FIVE: SIG
  13. CHAPTER SIX: BLEDA
  14. CHAPTER SEVEN: SIG
  15. CHAPTER EIGHT: RIV
  16. CHAPTER NINE: DREM
  17. CHAPTER TEN: RIV
  18. CHAPTER ELEVEN: DREM
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE: SIG
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN: BLEDA
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN: SIG
  22. CHAPTER FIFTEEN: DREM
  23. CHAPTER SIXTEEN: RIV
  24. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: DREM
  25. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN: BLEDA
  26. CHAPTER NINETEEN: SIG
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY: DREM
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE: RIV
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO: DREM
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE: RIV
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR: DREM
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE: SIG
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX: DREM
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN: RIV
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT: SIG
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE: RIV
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY: BLEDA
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE: DREM
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO: RIV
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE: DREM
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR: BLEDA
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE: Drem
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX: RIV
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN: DREM
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT: SIG
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE: RIV
  47. CHAPTER FORTY: DREM
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE: RIV
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO: SIG
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE: RIV
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR: DREM
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE: BLEDA
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX: SIG
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN: RIV
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT: DREM
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE: BLEDA
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY: SIG
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE: RIV
  59. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  60. BY JOHN GWYNNE
  61. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘You fight to prove yourself to others,’ Israfil continued, voice low and fierce, meant only for her ears. ‘Pride drives you, and you think it makes you strong.’ His words pounded her as hard as the flurry of his blows that followed. Riv staggered backwards, her parries and blocks wilder, her counters slashing only empty air. ‘But you are wrong,’ Israfil ground on, ‘your pride is your weakness.’

She felt a squeeze of pain in her chest at his words, the world dimming around her, her vision focused solely upon Israfil.

‘It makes you brittle,’ he said, lips sneering in disgust and disappointment.

Riv reeled, spinning into open space to give herself a moment to recover; she was gasping as if she had just been gut-punched.

Brittle? No. I am strong, have trained every day, all my life for this.

Israfil’s blade slipped through her guard but her quick feet pivoted her away, its edge grazing the leather of her jerkin.

‘Is it because you have no father?’ Israfil said as he swirled around her. ‘That you feel you must try so hard to prove yourself?’

‘What?’ Riv spoke for the first time, feeling her shock and hurt shift into something else, edged in red. ‘No,’ she said in a snarl, ‘my sister is a White-Wing, as was my mam before her. I have enough to admire . . .’ More blows, driving air and words from her lungs, Israfil’s wooden blade connecting with her shoulder, one blow flowing into another, cracking into her ribs. A great pulse of his wings and she was stumbling back, slipping to one knee, the pain in her side fuelling the anger that was swelling in her gut, outrage at being so wronged by someone she had respected completely and utterly until only a handful of heartbeats ago.

My father? He is long dead.

She looked up at Israfil, who hovered above her, mouth twisted in some unreadable emotion.

‘You are weak,’ he said to her.

Riv leaped at Israfil, a red rage flooding through her. She grabbed his belt and hauled herself higher, saw his mouth was moving but could only dimly hear his shouted words because there was a roaring in her head like a storm shaking the trees of Drassil, and then her fist was slamming into Israfil’s face, once, twice, blood gushing from his nose, and his wings were beating, lifting them higher. Part of her was appalled at what she was doing, but that part of her was small and powerless, an observer to events, nothing more, watching as she rained blows upon the Ben-Elim. Even then all she could hear were his words, you are weak, you are brittle, and then the red mist filled her head and her vision until she saw and heard nothing except her own wordless howl.