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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Back Cover Text
  3. Praise
  4. Booklist
  5. The Goodbye Quilt
  6. Dedication
  7. Day One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Day Two
  11. Chapter Three
  12. Chapter Four
  13. Day Three
  14. Chapter Five
  15. Day Four
  16. Chapter Six
  17. Day Five
  18. Chapter Seven
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Chapter Nine
  21. Day Six
  22. Chapter Ten
  23. Chapter Eleven
  24. Day Seven
  25. Chapter Twelve
  26. Chapter Thirteen
  27. Chapter Fourteen
  28. Epilogue
  29. Acknowledgments
  30. First Time in Forever
  31. Dedication
  32. Epigraph
  33. Chapter One
  34. Chapter Two
  35. Chapter Three
  36. Chapter Four
  37. Chapter Five
  38. Chapter Six
  39. Chapter Seven
  40. Chapter Eight
  41. Chapter Nine
  42. Chapter Ten
  43. Chapter Eleven
  44. Chapter Twelve
  45. Chapter Thirteen
  46. Chapter Fourteen
  47. Chapter Fifteen
  48. Chapter Sixteen
  49. Chapter Seventeen
  50. Acknowledgments
  51. Excerpt
  52. BPA

She paused, a slice of pizza in her hand. “Are you thinking about Agnes?”

“I’m not thinking about it—she is. She’s struggling to cope in Harbor House. The truth is the house is too big for her, and it’s hard for her to see her friends. She’s been thinking about next steps. She’s asked me to take her to see it on Monday.”

“Doesn’t Hilda already live there?”

“Yes. That’s part of the reason Gran wants to move. To be closer to her friends.”

“And you don’t want her to go? It upsets you that she is thinking of leaving the house. You feel you should be able to do something to keep her there.”

“She’s lived there most of her life.”

“But people’s lives change, their needs change. What was right for a person five years ago or even a year ago, might not be right now.” She realized that she could have been talking about herself.

“She loves that house. Even on days when her arthritis is bad, she loves sitting and watching the boats and the people coming and going on the ferry. I’m worried she’s thinking of leaving because she doesn’t want to be a burden to me.”

“Have you tried asking her what she really wants?”

“She wouldn’t give me a straight answer.”

“She might if you were honest with her. I think you should take her to see it. I think you should keep your mouth zipped, let her look around and do what she needs to do to make a decision. Then you should talk. This isn’t about you, Ryan. It’s not about what you’re doing or not doing. It’s about what she needs and wants.”

They returned to the painting, and finally, as the sun was dipping down over the horizon, they finished. Lisa stood back and admired the freshly painted frontage with the new sign and the beautiful mural visible through the large window.

“I love it. I might cry.”

“Don’t cry,” Ryan drawled. “I hate bawling women.”

Emily noticed his eyes narrow slightly as Jared looped his arm around Rachel’s shoulders and kissed her on the head. “She’s an adult now,” she said quietly, and he pulled a face.

“I know. I still want to kick his ass for kissing my sister.”

“She looks happy.”

“She’s too trusting. And if he breaks her heart I will kick his ass.” He frowned. “Oops. Lizzy is crying. Someone is tired. Do you want me to—?”

“No. I’ll go to her.” Concerned, Emily scooped up Lizzy and knew immediately something wasn’t right. She put her hand on the child’s forehead and frowned. “You’re burning up. Are you not feeling well? Lisa, I’m sorry, I’m going to have to take her home.”