Chapters (59)
- KITTY NEALE
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Table of Contents
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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- About the Publisher
‘Sarah, I wanted to let you know that I’ve got another job. I’ll still be an apprentice seamstress, but the pay is much better and it’s in a fashion house on the other side of London. My mum’s sister lives in the area, so rather than forking out the fare to travel back and forth each day, I’m moving in with her.’
Sarah just nodded, and George wasn’t sure that she took any of this in. He was worried about her state of mind and said, ‘Come on, Sarah, let’s get you home.’
‘Bye, Sarah,’ said Jenny.
There was no response again, and with unshed tears in her eyes Jenny walked away. George called out to his mother and Albert and all of them returned to the car. It was a silent journey home, his mother as quiet as Sarah. There wasn’t going to be a wake; Sarah hadn’t wanted one, saying that she couldn’t bear to prolong the day. He knew his mother didn’t approve. She felt that everyone who came to the church should be asked back to the house, and at least offered a sandwich or something. However, she hadn’t interfered, but instead had done all she could to support Sarah, and George knew she’d continue to do so for as long as Sarah needed her.
When they arrived home, George drew his mother to one side and said, ‘Mum, I’m worried. Sarah’s behaviour doesn’t seem normal.’
‘I know, love. There was hardly a dry eye in the church, but Sarah hasn’t shed a tear. Maybe it’s some kind of coping mechanism, but if she doesn’t snap out of it, we may have to call the doctor. You go and sit with her while I make a pot of tea. I don’t know about you, but I’m parched.’
Albert stayed in the kitchen, while George went to sit beside Sarah in the front room. In an attempt to break through her wall of silence, he reached out to take her hand and said, ‘It was a lovely turnout for Tommy,’ but once again she didn’t respond, her hand limp in his.
‘Sarah – are you all right, love? Can I get you anything?’
At last some movement, a small shake of her head.
George gripped her hand tighter, and said earnestly, ‘Sarah, please say something. I’m worried about you.’
At last she turned to look at him, panic in her eyes. ‘No … no … I don’t want to talk. I’m scared, George … scared that if I let myself feel … if I let myself cry … I’ll never be able to stop.’
‘You can’t keep it all bottled up, love,’ he said and gently pulled her into his arms. ‘Come on, let it all out.’