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  1. Cover
  2. A PARISIAN AFFAIR AND OTHER STORIES
  3. BOULE DE SUIF1
  4. A PARISIAN AFFAIR
  5. A WOMAN’S CONFESSION
  6. COCKCROW
  7. MOONLIGHT
  8. AT SEA
  9. A MILLION
  10. FEMME FATALE
  11. MONSIEUR JOCASTE
  12. TWO FRIENDS
  13. AWAKENING
  14. THE JEWELS
  15. TRAIN STORY
  16. REGRET
  17. MINOR TRAGEDY
  18. THE CHRISTENING
  19. COWARD
  20. ROSE
  21. IDYLL
  22. MOTHER SAUVAGE
  23. MADAME HUSSON’S ROSE KING1
  24. ENCOUNTER
  25. HAPPINESS
  26. A BIT OF THE OTHER
  27. LOVE
  28. HAUTOT & SON
  29. NEW YEAR’S GIFT1
  30. THE HORLA1
  31. DUCHOUX
  32. THE LULL-A-BYE
  33. MOTHER OF INVENTION
  34. WHO KNOWS?
  35. LAID TO REST1
  36. THE NECKLACE
  37. Notes

He had never before wondered why that was. It was beginning to seem as if he was on the verge of discovering something hitherto unknown to him.

Could it be that … ?

Monsieur Saval could feel himself colouring and he leapt to his feet. It was as if he had heard Madame Sandres say, thirty years earlier, ‘I love you.’

Could that be the case? What was dawning on him was sheer torture. Was it possible that he had not seen, not even guessed? Oh … if only it were true! Imagine if he had been so close to happiness … and just not able to grasp it! I must know, he said to himself. I can’t bear not knowing. I must find out!

He got dressed hurriedly, flinging on his clothes and thinking, I’m sixty-two, she’s fifty-eight. Surely at this stage I can ask her. And he went out. Sandres’ house was on the other side of the street, almost directly opposite his own. He banged on the knocker and the little parlourmaid opened the door. She was astonished to see him there so early.

‘Monsieur Saval! At this time of day! Is anything the matter?’

Saval replied: ‘No, love, nothing. Just go and tell the mistress I’d like a word with her straight away.’

‘I’m afraid Madame’s busy at the stove making her stock of pear jam for the winter. She’s not, like, dressed properly, you know.’

‘Never mind about that – doesn’t matter. Tell her it’s very important.’

With long, nervous strides, but no feeling of embarrassment, Saval began to pace the salon. He would ask her for this information just as he would ask for a recipe. He was sixty-two, for heaven’s sake!

The door opened and she appeared. She was now a plump roly-poly of a woman with round cheeks and a ringing laugh. She walked in, holding her hands well away from her sides. Her bare arms in their rolled-up sleeves were sticky with sugary juice. Concerned, she asked: ‘My dear, what’s the matter? You’re not ill, I hope?’

‘No, my dear friend, not at all,’ he replied, ‘but there’s something which is very important to me that I’d like to ask you. Promise you’ll give me an absolutely honest answer?’

She smiled.

‘I’m always honest. Ask away.’

‘Well, this is the thing. I’ve loved you from the day I first saw you. Did you ever have any idea?’

There was something of the old tone in her voice when she laughingly replied: ‘You great lummock! Of course I did, from the word go!’

Saval began to tremble. He stammered: ‘You knew … So … ?’ He stopped.

‘So … what?’ she asked.

‘Well I mean …,’ he went on, ‘what did you think … what would you have said if … ?’

She laughed even more. Drops of the syrup were dripping off her fingertips on to the parquet floor.