RAKITIN
Perhaps not . . . But since I do watch you from morning till night, may I make one small observation . . . ?
NATALYA
About me? Please do.
RAKITIN
You won’t be angry with me?
NATALYA
Oh, no! I’d like to be, but no.
RAKITIN
Lately, Natalya Petrovna, you’ve been troubled all the time, troubled by something you can’t help, something inside you. It’s as if you’re struggling with yourself, as if you’re bewildered. I hadn’t noticed it before I went to the Krinitsyns’. It’s a recent thing.
Natalya Petrovna traces lines in front of her with her parasol.
You sometimes sigh so deeply . . . the way someone tired sighs, someone very tired, who can’t get any rest.
NATALYA
And what do you conclude from that, mister observer?
RAKITIN
Nothing . . . But it worries me.
NATALYA
I humbly thank you for your concern.
RAKITIN
And besides . . .
NATALYA
(With some impatience) Please let’s change the subject.
Silence.
RAKITIN
Do you plan to go anywhere today?
NATALYA
No.
RAKITIN
Why not? The weather’s nice.
NATALYA
Lazy.
Silence.
Tell me . . . do you know Bolshintsov?
RAKITIN
Our neighbor, Afanasy Ivanych?
NATALYA
Yes.
RAKITIN
What a question! No more than two days ago, he and I were playing cards in your house.
NATALYA
What sort of man is he—that’s what I want to know.
RAKITIN
Bolshintsov?
NATALYA
Yes, yes, Bolshintsov.
RAKITIN
Well, I must say, that’s the last thing I expected!
NATALYA
(Impatiently) What didn’t you expect?
RAKITIN
That you’d ever start asking about Bolshintsov! A stupid, fat, tiresome man—though I can’t say anything really bad about him.
NATALYA
He’s not as stupid and tiresome as you think.
RAKITIN
Perhaps not. I admit I haven’t studied the gentleman that closely.
NATALYA
(Ironically) You haven’t observed him?
RAKITIN
(With a forced smile) And what makes you ask . . .
NATALYA
I just . . .
Again silence.
RAKITIN
Look, Natalya Petrovna, how beautiful that deep green oak is against the deep blue sky. It’s all drowned in the rays of the sun, and what mighty colors . . . There’s so much indestructible life and strength in it, especially compared with that young birch . . . It seems about to dissolve in radiance; its little leaves shine with some liquid glitter, as if they’re melting, and yet it, too, is beautiful . . .
NATALYA
You know what, Rakitin? I noticed it long ago . . . You have a very fine feeling for the so-called beauties of nature, and you speak of them very elegantly, very intelligently . . . so elegantly, so intelligently, that I imagine nature must be unspeakably grateful to you for your refined and fortunate phrases. You chase after her like a perfume-drenched marquis on little red heels after a pretty peasant girl . . . Only here’s the trouble: it sometimes seems to me that she couldn’t possibly understand or appreciate your fine observations, any more than a peasant girl could understand the courtly courtesy of a marquis. Nature is much simpler, even cruder, than you suppose, because, thank God, she’s healthy . . . Birches don’t melt and swoon like nervous ladies.