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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PART ONE
  4. ONE
  5. TWO
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. PART TWO
  16. TWELVE
  17. THIRTEEN
  18. FOURTEEN
  19. FIFTEEN
  20. SIXTEEN
  21. SEVENTEEN
  22. EIGHTEEN
  23. NINETEEN
  24. TWENTY
  25. TWENTY-ONE
  26. TWENTY-TWO
  27. TWENTY-THREE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR
  29. TWENTY-FIVE
  30. TWENTY-SIX
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. TWENTY-NINE
  34. THIRTY
  35. THIRTY-ONE
  36. THIRTY-TWO
  37. PART THREE
  38. THIRTY-THREE
  39. THIRTY-FOUR
  40. THIRTY-FIVE
  41. THIRTY-SIX
  42. THIRTY-SEVEN
  43. THIRTY-EIGHT
  44. THIRTY-NINE
  45. FORTY
  46. FORTY-ONE
  47. FORTY-TWO
  48. FORTY-THREE
  49. FORTY-FOUR
  50. PART FOUR
  51. FORTY-FIVE
  52. FORTY-SIX
  53. FORTY-SEVEN
  54. FORTY-EIGHT
  55. FORTY-NINE
  56. FIFTY
  57. FIFTY-ONE
  58. FIFTY-TWO
  59. FIFTY-THREE
  60. PART FIVE
  61. FIFTY-FOUR
  62. FIFTY-FIVE
  63. FIFTY-SIX
  64. FIFTY-SEVEN
  65. FIFTY-EIGHT
  66. FIFTY-NINE
  67. SIXTY
  68. SIXTY-ONE
  69. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  70. Keep Reading …
  71. About the Author
  72. Also by Barbara Taylor Bradford
  73. About the Publisher

‘Sure and it would. I can do just as good a job as a vicar or a priest, for that matter. Though I’m a lapsed Catholic, I still believe in God, ye know. God lives within us, Emma. Nowadays I feel Him in me heart. I feel His love and His presence.’

Emma was absolutely astounded, so much so she remained silent, yet she knew he meant every word he said.

Blackie spoke again. ‘He will accept her as one of the blessed children, sure and He will. Believe me, it’s the baptism and the spirit of love behind it that counts – not the man that does it or where it’s done. Bring me a bowl of water, please.’

‘I believe you,’ Emma said as she went to get a bowl. ‘I want you to christen my baby. I’m so grateful to you.’

‘That’s my girl.’ He took the bowl from her and went to the sink. ‘Now, mavourneen, can you get me a small towel, please?’

She did so and looked at him. ‘Shall I get the baby out of the cradle now?’

‘A fine idea,’ Blackie answered, filling the bowl with tepid water.

Emma went to the fireplace and lifted her baby out of the makeshift cot, cradled her in her arms, cooing to her. ‘Oh, my sweet little girl,’ she said, entranced with her child. Unexpectedly, Edwin’s face flashed before her eyes, and so did Adam Fairley’s and, having vowed never to think of them ever again, she was horrified. And her guard went down; suddenly she was distracted and aghast, actually flustered.

‘Bring the baby over to the sink, mavourneen.’

‘Just a minute, Blackie. I haven’t got her quite right. Let me move her a bit.’

Emma turned her back and swallowed, endeavouring to retrieve her composure.

Blackie was calling from the sink. ‘And what will ye be calling Tinker Bell then? Have ye thought of a name?’

Emma, so upset and preoccupied, did not have time to think. Edwin’s face was in her head, his name on the tip of her tongue. She said automatically, thoughtlessly, ‘Edwina—’

As she heard herself saying that name, Emma froze, so furious was she with herself, and her own carelessness. Why had she said that name? She felt as if the blood was draining out of her. What a fool I am, she thought.

Blackie’s jaw had dropped open as he was staring at her back. Without having to give it a second thought, he knew who the baby’s father was. Why had he not realized that before? Especially since he had been suspicious about her story from the beginning.

He realized she had not meant to call the child Edwina. Emma was far too canny for that. Why would she spell it out to him? No, it was a mistake, and one she could not really correct now.