Chapters (51)
- Cover
- Also available by Conor Brady
- Dedication
- Introduction and Acknowledgements
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
‘I’m sorry, Joe,’ she whispered then. ‘I’m very sorry.’
‘Oh, hush now, my love,’ he told her. ‘It’s fine. All is well. And there isn’t any need to be sorry. I’m here. I’m with you and I’ll take care of you.’
‘Dr Morrow says . . . he says . . . he thinks it will be all right. That I can . . . have other children . . . he says there’s no reason. . . .’
Swallow realised that he had not even addressed that question in his own head. It had not seemed to be in any way important when set against the immediate circumstances.
‘You mustn’t worry about that either,’ he told her. ‘If that happens, it will be fine. If it doesn’t, it will be fine too. We have each other, Maria.’
She closed her eyes and smiled for the first time.
‘We have each other,’ she said. ‘We have each other.’
Lafeyre came forward and touched Swallow’s shoulder.
‘I think we should leave Maria to sleep for a while. She’ll rest a lot more peacefully now that she knows you’re here. Sleep and rest are what she needs now in order to build her strength back up.’
They stepped into the corridor outside.
‘How is she?’ Swallow asked. ‘She looks very pale and she seems very weak.’
‘She’ll be fine, Joe,’ Lafeyre told him. ‘She’s weak and she’s tired. That’s very much to be expected. She’s a strong woman, but there’s also the emotional shock of what’s happened. Losing a pregnancy can have all sorts of mental effects on a woman, so what she needs is reassurance, calm and certainty. And of course affection. So that’s your first duty now over the next little while.’
Swallow nodded.
‘I understand, Harry. Thank you for all your care and support. You’re a true friend.’
Lafeyre smiled.
‘You’re not a bad fellow yourself, you know. And you mustn’t start blaming yourself for any of this. It could have happened whether or not you were here or in Berlin or wherever. What’s important now is that you take care of Maria. And that you take care of yourself. If anything happens to you it will hurt Maria and slow her recovery.’
‘How long will she have to stay in hospital?’ Swallow asked.
‘A few more days, maybe a week,’ Lafeyre said. ‘I’d advise that. She’s well looked after here, but when she goes home she’ll have to rest for a long time. She can’t go back to the business straight away. You’ll have to stand firm on that, Joe.’
‘Of course,’ Swallow nodded. ‘Will she need nursing care when she’s home? I could make arrangements.’