Chapters (62)
- Cover
- Half Title Page
- Books by Katie Powner
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Ads
- Back Cover
She knew how easy it was to get sucked into an online vortex of speculative information and terrifying diagnosis stories. She’d been through all that before when her mom got sick. Websites about miracle cures. Lists of which foods to eat and not eat. Testimonials about how one family prayed away their loved one’s cancer, while another watched them die a slow and painful death. It wasn’t exactly helpful. But she needed more information. If there was even the slightest possibility of Grandma’s condition being hereditary, she wanted to know.
Search results were at her fingertips in an instant. She chose the most scholarly-looking article from the list and began to read. Phrases such as unusually early age, incurable, and progressive loss of brain function jumped out at her like a deer leaping from the underbrush along Highway 288.
The article said symptoms often appeared in a person’s thirties, forties, and fifties, and in rare cases, in a person’s twenties. Children with a parent diagnosed had a fifty-fifty chance of inheriting the disease. She looked up from the phone. Her dad was turning forty-three in a couple of weeks. What if she, Grandma June, and her dad all had the disease and didn’t know it yet? Was that possible?
Her heart beat a little faster, and she forced herself to lean into the couch and breathe. She was being paranoid. It wasn’t possible. But wasn’t paranoia one of the symptoms? Hot coffee. And wasn’t another symptom loss of ability to do things a person used to do? She thought of her dad in the kitchen. He’d always been able to fix anything. That kind of work came naturally to him. So why couldn’t he figure out the ice maker?
She rested her head on the back of the couch. This wasn’t helping. When her mom was diagnosed with breast cancer, Bea had convinced herself she had it, too. Now she was doing the same thing. She closed her eyes. Stop getting carried away. Stop getting carried away.
Her phone buzzed, and she peeked at the screen. A text message from Amber.
What are you doing today?
A welcome distraction. Bea readily typed a response.
Nothing, why?
I need a favor.
Bea sat up a little.
What’s up?
Axel’s back in town, and I need to talk to him. But my mom’s not around to watch Hunter.
Bea’s brow furrowed. Why would Amber want to talk to Axel after what he’d done? She rubbed her temples. It did make a little bit of sense. He was Hunter’s dad, after all. But why couldn’t she take Hunter with her?
Doesn’t he want to see his son?
Amber’s reply was a long minute in coming.
No. Can I bring him to your house? It’s just for a couple hours.