Back A Certain Appeal
Chapters (33)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
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  29. Opening Night
  30. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  31. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  32. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  33. What’s next onyour reading list?

Tonic’s shoulders slump, her eyes welling. “She wasn’t at our practice space this morning. When I texted, she wrote back, Sorry. Under contract with W. Solo act. Huge opportunity! Couldn’t say no!” Her hand strays to her left side as she recites the message. I wince: her tattoo, the one that coordinates with Ginn’s.

“Would you like a hug,” I offer, “or will that make you cry?”

“I could go for a hug,” she says in a small voice.

I wrap my arms around her and give her a squeeze. The girl is solid wiry muscle and trembles like a whippet as quiet sobs overtake her. A moment later, Jane joins the hug from behind Tonic, and a pair of softballs jam between my shoulder blades as another pair of arms envelops me; Ming. Andrea reaches over Jane to pat Tonic’s shoulder.

Here are my people. The thought almost makes me smile, but it falters immediately. I try to remember what Darcy said about not blaming myself, but I can’t help it. Wickham had his own connection to the club, but I’m the one who let him embed himself in the group. I drew the plans that stole the deal. I’m why we’re here, trying to keep this found family from fracturing.

The thought becomes less grim as I dwell on it. I am why we’re all here. I got us gathered in one place. The group hug slowly disbands. A tear slips down my cheek, and as I take in the faces around me, I’m not the only one whose eyes are wet.

This is worth fighting for.

“So.” The word comes out wobbly. I clear my throat. “The deal fell through.”

Even though everyone has had a few hours to process the information, the words suck the life out of the group. Shoulders droop, brows crease, and the only sounds for a few seconds are a sniffle from Tonic and the low hum of the room’s wine fridges.

“Andrea,” I ask, “do you have any idea what to expect from the next few weeks?”

She sighs. “You have a month before he closes for renovations. Bookings and schedules are good through then, assuming any of you can stomach the idea. Tonic, luv . . .” Andrea looks to Tonic, who chews on her thumbnail, not meeting anyone’s eyes. “I don’t know what you can expect. It’s a hideous situation for you.”

Tonic nods, eyes still downcast. Ming throws an arm over her shoulder, tugging her close.

“I’m already out.” Andrea takes a dramatic pull from her mimosa. “That Wickham bastard is coming in this week to get a feel for how things are run. He said I was welcome to help transition, but I told him to stuff it. It’s humiliating enough to be shoved aside after so many years there. I’m not going to stand by and watch him steal it.”