Chapters (12)
Martha came back with a tray of tea and a rather large plate of fresh shortbread from the kitchen. She set it down and poured for both of them.
Hester put the letter aside.
Martha held her cup, waiting till it should cool sufficiently to sip. She was frowning and obviously troubled.
Hester guessed. "Did Mr. Sheldon say anything to Mrs. Sheldon about reading Indian history?" she asked. "I tried to argue him out of it, but I am almost sure I failed."
"I am afraid you did," Martha agreed, looking at her over the top of her cup. "He believes that the least that is said the soonest it will be mended—which is absolute nonsense!" Her voice was urgent with an anger she knew she should not express. "She is so lonely because she has no idea even what he is closing her out from. It isn't just the physical pain ... or the memories." She stared ahead of her, her eyes on something far beyond this quiet, domestic room and the household around them, settled for the night, no sound but the hissing of the gas and the occasional creak of a floorboard.
Hester did not interrupt her.
"It is not being whole," Martha went on. "It is being used to beauty and then suddenly having to accept ugliness, deformity ..." She obviously found even the word painful to say.
"Disfigurement," Hester contradicted her. "It isn't really the same."
Martha looked at her quickly. "No—no, of course not. I'm sorry. I was half thinking of something else. I ..." She regarded Hester with a curious ahnost shyness, and yet her eyes were searching.
"You have experienced it before?" Hester asked very quietly, then took the first hot sip of her tea, not to press too hard.
Martha turned away again, pushing the plate of shortbread across closer to Hester. "My brother Samuel married a very pretty woman ... twenty-five years ago now, it must be—or nearly. Dolly, her name was. She had the most perfect skin. Not a blemish anywhere. And lovely eyes ... and fine features." She stopped, anger, pity and confusion in her face. The memory hurt her and there was something in it still fiercely unresolved.
Hester waited.